{"id":1913,"date":"2018-05-22T07:54:52","date_gmt":"2018-05-22T07:54:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/notablesoftheworld.com\/blog\/?p=1913"},"modified":"2018-06-27T06:48:16","modified_gmt":"2018-06-27T06:48:16","slug":"on-understanding-what-dennis-potter-was-saying-on-television-on-5-april-1994","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/notablesoftheworld.com\/blog\/on-understanding-what-dennis-potter-was-saying-on-television-on-5-april-1994\/","title":{"rendered":"ON UNDERSTANDING WHAT DENNIS POTTER WAS SAYING ON TELEVISION ON 5 APRIL 1994"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>There is a road that leads you onwards<br \/>\nIn the journey of your life<br \/>\nAnd you&#8217;ll find that if you stay on it,<br \/>\nFollowing faithfully the signs,<br \/>\nIt will take you in a circle<br \/>\nTo the source where you began,<br \/>\nAnd all the ills you suffered<br \/>\nAnd all the wrongs you did<br \/>\nCan be seen anew as to what they were<br \/>\nIn this place of second chances.<\/p>\n<p>The catharsis of forgiving or forgiveness received,<br \/>\nPurged of accumulated guilt<br \/>\nIs like a self-administered Eucharist<br \/>\nBringing you full understanding<br \/>\nAnd a new born harmony<br \/>\nWhere your hands can join with childrens&#8217; hands.<\/p>\n<p>When the strange values of the World<br \/>\nCrashed into your puny defences<br \/>\nSwamping, seemingly forever,<br \/>\nThose careful, precious dreams<br \/>\nYou were building up<br \/>\nYou learned to play the new games,<br \/>\nDenying all knowledge of a deeper self<br \/>\nBecause you could see that everyone else<br \/>\nWas doing the same thing<br \/>\nAnd it seemed at the time<br \/>\nTo be the only way to go.<\/p>\n<p>But can you see now<br \/>\nThat even if it was inevitable<br \/>\nIt distorted what you wanted to be<br \/>\nAnd suppressed so much that coming to terms<br \/>\nWith a loss without a compensating gain<br \/>\nBrought with it in the irresistible flood<br \/>\nAll those new feelings of the future,<br \/>\nDrowning those intensely sweet moments<br \/>\nOf the focused here and now?<\/p>\n<p>You wanted to give them so little<br \/>\nbecause they claimed so much<br \/>\nUntil they pointed out in their arrogance<br \/>\nThat it was only a cover for their insecurity<br \/>\nAnd then you gave them all you had.<\/p>\n<p>If the runes are spread too wide<br \/>\nThe nit-pickers move in<br \/>\nTalking of aerie-faerie waffle,<br \/>\nAnd if too narrow, the visionaries<br \/>\ndismissively speak of strait-jacket thinking.<br \/>\nJust where is that place that can unite<br \/>\nThe World with its sub-atomic units &#8211;<br \/>\nThe outward looking with the inward looking?<br \/>\nAdopting positions in a life<br \/>\nWhere all is relative, illusory and limited<br \/>\nIs to have your nose rubbed into the philosophy of others.<\/p>\n<p>But memories creep back<br \/>\nLike patriot spies\u00a0 through enemy lines<br \/>\nTo alert you to the dangers all around.<br \/>\nAt some point along the road of your new life<br \/>\nYou will see the possibility of a second chance,<br \/>\nAnd if you look closely enough<br \/>\nYou will see that it was always there,<br \/>\nThough the old life sought to deny this<br \/>\nBy distracting you with worldly matters.<\/p>\n<p>Whenever this chance appears to you<br \/>\nAlong the road, seize it &#8211;<br \/>\nEven though it promises nothing,<br \/>\nAnd escaping from the falseness<br \/>\nOf your position will bring upon your head<br \/>\nCalumny and reviling scorn<br \/>\nFrom your fellow travellers;<br \/>\nSeize it, seize it, my friend<br \/>\nBecause it is the journey back<br \/>\nTo the source of your being,<br \/>\nThe way to understanding and release.<\/p>\n<p>The World could not have been forsworn<br \/>\nAt the tender age\u00a0 when you were beckoned in,<br \/>\nAnd all the senseless stupidities you underwent<br \/>\nThe pain you have suffered and inflicted<br \/>\nThrough a disjointed awareness<br \/>\nThat you are using wasted time;<br \/>\nAnd how the pain sprang back<br \/>\nTo torment you\u00a0 &#8211; this is the arid, futile<br \/>\nGame of life played out<br \/>\nAs you ally yourself with people power<br \/>\nTo protect you in the pointless struggle,<br \/>\nAll the time harbouring deep within you<br \/>\nThe awareness that things do not really<br \/>\nHave to be like this.<\/p>\n<p>You can free yourself of your burden<br \/>\nbecoming light and joyful,<br \/>\nNo longer diminished by the indifference of Man,<br \/>\nReturning to an age of innocence<br \/>\nThat was lost and now is found<br \/>\nWhere, to the pure all is pure<br \/>\nAnd savour to the full the lovliness of life.<\/p>\n<p>5 April 1994<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There is a road that leads you onwards In the journey of your life And you&#8217;ll find that if you stay on it, Following faithfully the signs, It will take you in a circle To the source where you began, &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/notablesoftheworld.com\/blog\/on-understanding-what-dennis-potter-was-saying-on-television-on-5-april-1994\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1913","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/notablesoftheworld.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1913","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/notablesoftheworld.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/notablesoftheworld.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/notablesoftheworld.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/notablesoftheworld.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1913"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/notablesoftheworld.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1913\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1922,"href":"http:\/\/notablesoftheworld.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1913\/revisions\/1922"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/notablesoftheworld.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1913"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/notablesoftheworld.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1913"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/notablesoftheworld.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1913"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}